Saturday, March 11, 2006

I guess I owe you a post.

It started out innocently enough... just checking my email... found a comment from here... visited kathleen's xanga (turns out she's engaged? Who saw that coming, eh? ;)), commented, checked other blogs... here I am. Posting. Wow, who knew?

Even though it has been some weeks, I can't promise anything profound or satisfying. I'm pretty much exhausted. We performed Fiddler last night, and it went pretty well. I don't know if I've mentioned this on here or not, but I was drafted into the Russian army for the play. I didn't audition. Yet somehow, I have a costume, I'm wearing stage makeup, and I get to do a little jig and sing a big old song for the curtain call. Go figure, right? So, I am the hybrid, the half-breed, the super-techie... whatever you want to call me. I'm not particularly important on either end of the spectrum, but I am quite exhausted. Too much to think about. I'm going to be so glad when it's all over. >_<

And that's why I'm posting so little. I'm just flat-out tired. Maybe I'll post more next week. And I am getting out of here in 9 days (God bless spring break), to sunny arizona... Oh, maybe I forgot to mention that as well. My mother and I both decided we were tired of everything, so we bought plane tickets the last day of the two-week-ahead period, and now my sister, my mom, and I are going to Arizona for 7 days. I'm not so much excited as I am being kept alive by the prospect.

Other than that... nothing much going on, all things considered. We did the scheduling for next year... I am officially taking:

Algebra II Honors
English 11 Honors
Physics
Japanese III
US History
3D Art
Show Choir
Adv. Theater Arts- Shakespeare
Adv. Theater Arts- Indepenent Study Playwriting

Alternative:
Computer Programming C++

Anyway. That's my schedule. If the guidance office is as adept as ever, I'll probably end up with agricultural science in there somewhere as well.

I am toying with the idea of officially becoming Catholic. Only toying right now, because that's just another thing on a long list of things to ruminate over. But it's on the table. And don't worry, I'm not going to get all Scary-Catholic on you... you know, like "Gay people are satan's children, Birth control is a sin, etc..."... No. Just loosely. And nobody try to convert me to anything else. If I'm going to be religious, I Will Be Catholic. If I'm not catholic, I won't be religious. Simple as that. I'm not thinking about this because someone's put the fear of God in me, or to be a good Christian, or because I need to socialize. I'm thinking about this because I personally need it. I need somewhere I can go that is familiar, that can just be comfortable, where I can work on the whole inner peace thing. Maybe that means I'm a bad Christian. But that is completely beside the point.

And I think I shall leave you at that. I need a shower. I still have some eyeliner on from last night's show.

6 comments:

Kaisha said...

I guess you could end up in my english or physics classes, but knowing our luck, probably not.

Quickly get the eyeliner off, please.

Blackrose said...

hiya, i left feedback on yr poetry blog, but i figured ud c this 1 1st so i thought id leave 1 here as well, u write so well, u guys over there must get a relly good education, i wish i was that articulate, well, from one creative blogger to another, please visit my site, its nicoleponting.blogspot.com also have another one at empressorchid.blogspot.com well thanx for the enlightenment. x

Anonymous said...

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SEE ME WHILE YOURE IN AZ
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:x
hehehe
please please please

Anonymous said...

yeah hey give me your email, and i'll give you my home phone number again. i dont have the cell phone anymore, so i'll give you my home number and that'll be all good.

Patrick said...

My email is on my profile... don't want to post it on here more than I have to, you know. Crazy spammer shits.

Patrick said...

And Nicole:

Thanks and thanks again. ^_^
I'm not so sure about the good education part... I think my vocabulary is thanks to the 6 years of homeschooling I sat through. Public schools are no better than over there, though.