Nothing really to report, but just in the mood for a blog post.
I found a couple new bands, but not enough to make a whole new post. So, go to purevolume and look up Fair and Sigur Ros. There's my music bit.
My cell phone is a bit cracked. Antenna looks like it might fall off any day now. So, we go to the phone place to buy me a new one, dad wants to shop around (story of my life) and so yeah, I'm still sitting here with a broken phone... End of story.
I think it is more or less official, I am ATDing for Abby and Sarah's senior project play at the Crump. ATD = Assistant Tech Director. Woohoo, go me.
Totally killed my monologue yesterday. In a good way, actually. Heard the word 'splendid' get thrown out there... So yeah, I'm happy. Consequently, my self-esteem has taken a boost, because I finally actually feel like I'm good at something. I am good enough to say I'm good at drama. Finally, there's something.
As a result of my new and improved self-esteem, I can listen to depressing music and actually not get dragged down into it. I guess I'm on the borderline between happy and sad right now--I'll be listening to the music, I'll get all melancholy, then I'll think, "wait, why am I sad? I have no reason." and I'll be happy again. So yeah. Interesting mood.
Actually, I kind of feel like I'm just watching myself live my life right now. This is actually a good thing at the moment, because it's a nice relief from the stress of school and friends and all that good stuff. I'm just kind of... watching.
I have to watch myself write a paper tomorrow. Why on earth do I have to write a paper? It's an acting class. I have to read a play, and write a paper about it. Again. Ms. Runge, that sounds an awful lot like busywork to me.
My book report is done. My monologue is done. School is easing up a bit... English is just a project about humor... Easiest project I've ever done, though, I just have to go on the internet and copy/paste a bunch of funny stuff, and print it out and hand it in with a table of contents. No presentation or anything. Huzzah. I have a chem final, but it's multiple choice. Nothing to worry about, really. I have to do graphics again for the Olympian Flame, but that's nothing. I've done it twice before. Big deal. Easy. Japanese... I could not do anything from now until the end of the year and still pass the class, probably with a C. So no pressure. Geometry... probably a final, but I'm freaking awesome at Geometry so that's no big deal. Only stressy class is Theater Arts, and since it's just one thing, the paper, it's not a big deal at all.
I'm rambling a lot.
I sort of feel like writing something... with words. Like... fiction. I haven't done that in a while. I wonder if I remember how.
Road Trip to the northeast is on the table for this summer. Just me and my dad. Could be fun. Definately wouldn't be here, and that's always a good thing. Maine, here I come.
I need to clean up this desk. I really don't want to, though. So I'm not going to.
I just hope my teachers don't all pull some project out of their collective ass next week. 'Cause things are going well.
Life is going so much better than usual, and it's only because it doesn't suck. Funny how that works, isn't it?
